Saturday, September 25, 2010

"...turned my face against the wind"



With all that has been, is, and will be in my life... For the first time I don't have worry. My thoughts may not be clear right now but instincts are, and it's a nice thing! I have everything to gain at this point... I think being this free is a nice feeling because I have faith in the universe. I'm just trying to fight my urge to plan right now, it's the last thing I need to be doing to myself or others. I genuinely can't wait to see where this next chapter leads... I feel a change in the wind, and I don't know what it is but I smell adventure :)

Wednesday, September 15, 2010





I fully apologize for my delay of bloggery...
I'm working now, which is good, it is a constant measurement of my patience and teaches me something new about myself constantly. I'm now eating eggs and yogurt, we'll see how I like it. I'm just experimenting with my diet as always. Maybe I'll learn I feel better with a little added protein once and a while. I'm also trying to do enclosed small meals instead of big ones with random snacking... snacking is different from small meals, in my opinion. Anyways I'm going to head to bed, I'll write more soon I swear.

Friday, August 6, 2010

August 6



I like puppies...

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

"Don't forget to be fierce."



Went a little crazy with this pics this post. I still could have done more! They speak for me...










Sunday, July 25, 2010

Saturday, July 17, 2010

He inspired me...










Balanchine on the brain (thanks to Superman) I thought it'd be appropriate to write about the man since I'm studying under his technique here in Austin. Mr. George Balanchine is called the father of American ballet... He is who started New York City Ballet and it's school School of American Ballet. He's the reason skinny is "in" in ballet... but unlike many of his followers, he was obsessed with the female body... skinny, but still a woman. Suzanne Farrell is the perfect example. In her biography she tells how after every performance she was told to lose 5 more pounds... Other dancers have stories of all the dancers going to dinner with them and everyone having a bowl of spagetti and he placing an apple in her spot as her dinner. But she never looked like a 12 year old boy to me (like some of the ballerinas in the world today). The best twist to this story is he was in love with the woman. She was his muse, his inspiration. You can see his love for her in his eyes in all these pictures I think (some of these pictures are her dancing with Peter Martins, now the Director of NYCB). He divorced (one of his many) wives to be with her. There was a fall out between them for some time before they reconciled in `75... His last choreographic works were solos for Farrell before his death. There are many new generations to Balanchine but it is still very alive today as ever. You can spot a new generation Balanchine ballerina compared to other ballerinas easily; thin, long hyper-extended legs, in classic freed pointe shoes, yumiko leotard, short tapered skirt worn on the hips (rather than the waist) and the Balanchine bun usually... even the little delicate necklace and minimal make up. I personally love it... But it's funny, I've trained in that style for 3 summers, never a full year or anything. It's definately a little cult I pretend to belong to.